not a very good week. i got back my ACC test which i flunked. like 18/60, (which is a 30% for goodness sake) and i also got back two maths tests. A trigometry one, 24/25 (96%) and a variations test, 4/20 (20%) . yeah you guessed it, i topped the class with my ultra swanging oh-so-wonderful marks.
the past few days i had been superly stressed up because of today's japanese exam. I HAVE TO do well, get at least a NINETY PLUS for this paper in order to pull the rest of my marks up, counting that i'm just an average in my class and there's so many smartypants out there in RI with a genius brain who make me feel like i'm just a another stupid girl. but i don't think that's gonna happen. last year, getting a ninety plus was easy. this year, it's just impossible. it's so hard, the paper and all, ESPECIALLY THE FUGGING ESSAY and i feel like i'm losing marks here and there. I SO NEED AN A1 AT LEAST OMG PLEASE PLEASE. or i will seriously cry. I really studied very hard for this test, put so much pressure on myself and went in today into the examination room and did my best. the rest, i leave it up to God. But oh my, dampened are my spirits. i really need this VERY BADLY.
fine, i shall stop ranting over an exam.
tomorrow! is the start of my exams. people may not see me around much anymore, online i mean. because i plan to study hard, I HOPE. I'm gonna really study for geography and science, cause i think that it's the only subjects that is study-able and able to pull me up. but really, my science and maths grades are total shit. what the hell am i studying for? i still get to go to tjc even if i fail right? but i promised myself that i'm gonna buck up. but so what? even if i do, my first half of the year's marks will pull me down in the end. sigh, i don't know. I'm just gonna study hard for these two subjects, and quick too. there's just too much to study i'm afraid that i can't finish >_<
{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode
A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D
Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good.
With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings.
Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality.
Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life.
Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.
Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.
♥REITA,
just because.
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